FLASHBACKS....
"I miss my mom's chapattis" he remarked as he ate the stale ones.
Suddenly it striked me and made me more sad....

As i had no one to miss...

FANTASY

Its good to live in your dream world, in your illusion... u just get lost...find yourself...be happy...
BUT only sometimes
because when the color is blue you cant say or prove that its red..
for you it may be.
if thats your way of perception..then well and good.... no issues..
but it should always remain with you.

Just because you think its reality it doesn't mean it would be for others.

although the biggest dilemma or truth is we don't know what exactly reality is!

i think reality is something which we humans have created to survive in this delusional, deceptive world........

LOVE...
Love, Love, Love
that was all that I needed.

If my dad had loved me,
I wouldn't have been molested.

If my mom had time for me,
I wouldn't have ended up with so many boyfriends.

If my brother hadn't called me a whore,
I would have been a virgin without a broken heart.

If my sister had just ringed me up to just ask where was I,
I would have been alive....

all I needed was love... I think that wasn't much I asked for, in this big world....
ISN'T IT??

FREEDOM!
Watching through the grills the birds fly I stood feeling the breeze as it played with my hairs; deep inside there is a strong desire to fly...even I want to stroll and run across the streets like the small kids... I know it may lead nowhere but the feeling of getting lost seems more relieving than being inside these walls which seem like wriggling monsters creeping all over me ..all my urge...dreams are shattered. Watching through the grills, the birds fly and feeling the breeze is all what i have left to do....